this_isn't_true.

Strucken

2009-06-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

I'm like a bird,
I'll only fly away.
I don't know where my soul is,
I don't know where my home is.
hahahah:D
i'm satisfied with today's lunch,
and i think i totally broke record for my life man.
i only use $17 for 2 days.
HAHA
:D
i'm still left with 3 bucks,
i'll ask for more tomorrow because i'll be meeting olivia
to find out equipment! (L)
i love sand casssstles!(L)

i feeeel carefreeeee,
and i really can't wait for sunday,
sunday hurry hurry come!
i missssssss my church friends! (N)
GUESS WHAT PEEEEEEPPPPPS!?
I fell in love with,,,,
Jack's Mannequin.
i seriously swear that main singer is ,
fucking crazy and hot .
he writes all the songs by himself .
and i'm like What the f****!!!!!!!!!!
hahahah:D
anyways,
i missssss *youuuuuu!
*___
Offfffz.:D
talk to me on msn luh,
i'm sozxz boreddd.

obscure.

2009-06-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

burst in the door,
and take me away,
no more mistakes,
cause in your eyes,
i'd like to stay.
okay greaatt,3rd day of holiday and i'm turning into a potato.
haha:D
cousin olivia asked me out today,
it's kinda urgent cause something cropped up with her family..
sorry amirah..
OKAYYYY,
much apologies .
sometimes,
i think youths like us should really be given a break.
i'd most probably swing myself away
just like how that girl is swinging.
vintage's loved,
so are my nails.:]
shit,
but my middle finger's nail polish is a little chipped.
which,
TOTALLY SCREW MY LEFT HAND UP.
(i h8 you middle finger nail polish)
humphhh.
i wanna go to the old parliment house to take photos with my dslr soon }:
anyone?:}

anyways,brunch with dearest tasmin tomorrow at 1,
loves tasmin and my pink stuff
andddddddd God and ___

consideration

2009-06-02T10:10:00.002+08:00

Oh simple thing,
where have you gone?

okay! 2nd day of holiday and i'm so damnnnn bored.
but it's okay!
i'm looking forward to later because i'm gonna get more disc!:D
i'm still deciding who's album should i get.
&&&&& on friday after olivia's tuition,
WE'RE GONNA GET EQUIPMENTS TO BUILD SANDCASTLES:D
i'm so excited:D
SENTOSA BABEHZ.
and we're tanningzxzx till we turn dark! [:
ily cousin!
for firstly,making me life worth living,
and secondly for asking me out and thirdly,
for knowing him!:D
UNICORN POWERZ!
anyways,
i'm kind of bored now,
and i hate people who doesn't text back.
i mean,
come on,i don'tmind wasting messages on you guys but
at least have a little heart to reply me right?
i hate people actually.

no boundaries

2009-05-30T17:02:00.003+08:00

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
(imy, ___)
OH YEAH!
today's emily's wedding,
oh well,
there's still a dinner tonight,so i'm trying to
get myself occupied with the time i'm still left with.:D
morning,
WALAO.i rushed through.
and i wore the same thing 1 month ago ]:
wtffff rightt?!
anyways,
yep,
holy matrimony was great!
now,emily's my aunty.HAHAHAH!
anyways,i cried todayyy.
stupid reason la.haha:D
no as in literally cried because of ___.
gosh,i miss him so damn much.
well,
after holy matrimony,darren,olivia and i went over to far east,
to finally get what i can wear tonight.
yeah kinda stupid cause i told them,
i won't go because i didn't know what to wear.
OH WELLLLL!
gonna see yilin,olivia and the rest of my church buddies later!
(AGAIN!)
and i wanna take a photo with emmmmz!
emily's so pretty today!
i'm gonna box her tomorrow!:D
HAHAHA!
yay! she's coming to church tomorrow as Mrs Lim.
TEEHEEE & she's my small group leader btw!
she's only 21 and she's married today.
WOW.
i'm 15 and i don't even have a boyfriend.
[:
i believe god will give me one when the time is right,
i love you jesus:D
bless emily alright?:D
talk to you again my Lord,
amen :D

2009-05-28T21:21:00.001+08:00

i love sleeps.
my life has this tendency of falling apart whenever i wake up.

TEEHHE.
goodnight peeps.
<3

Didaskaleinophobia

2009-05-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

(no photos uploaded today,i'm sorry ]: )

life's screwed,how about you?

I have like some serious styrophobia,styroforms scares me. ]:

& acrophobia, heights are scary ]:

& archnophobia, spiders are scary ]:

& obesophobia, being fat is scary ]:

& phasmophobia, ghost frightens me,like fuck.

& lyssophobia, i fear insanity.

& a more recent phobia,

Didaskaleinophobia, fear of going to school.

anyways,

good luck to those who did not do idpw.

you can just go kill yourselves now.

anyways,

went to soup spoon after school with grace and sophia.

teehee :D

had so much fun with sophia's retarded-ness.

seriously,

she's WAY more retarded than me.

trust me.

HAHAHAHHA

she can burp as and when she likes.

anyways,

i'm tired and i miss you.

goodnight.

& (copyrighted from sophia),

weekends hurry come so that i can see you [: [:

loves,many many and god bless you*

*applicable to everyone unless if you find this offending to your religion,

forgive me (:

goodnight people {:

anyways,trying to do things on a lighter note,

here's the joke for the week!

Wife: “There’s trouble with the car. It has water in the carburetor.”

Husband: “Water in the carburetor? That’s ridiculous.”

Wife: “I tell you the car has water in the carburetor.”

Husband: “You don’t even know what a carburetor is. Where’s the car?”

Wife: “In the swimming pool.”

2009-05-26T18:42:00.002+08:00

special,precious one.

i see the world as a cruel place.
i see the world sinful.
i see the world as a masquerade.
i see the world as a playground.
i see the world with backstabbers.
i see the world with undefined future.
i see the world as a facade.
i see the world as me.
i,am me.

gary's meow,
greetings to darren olivia yilin i-en blabbles.
tata,home
<3 you peeps,
see you!
& CONGRATS EM!:D
see you on saturday for your wedding my loveeeely s.group leaderrr: ]

2009-05-15T13:51:00.001+08:00

Mistakes

my apologies then,because i know it's my mistake.

omg.ACCOMPLISHED WHAT I'VE PLANNED TO DO TODAY.
stupid fucking 7 page proposal.
I'M FINALLY FUCKING DONE WITH ITT.
my fingers are so painzzzzxxxxzzzzz.
damnnn.
okayy,sleeping over at olivia's tonight.
byebyeeee

i'm really sorry my friends :-[

2009-05-14T20:01:00.013+08:00

friends forever.

it's funny how time could change everything.
from looks to attitudes,
flaws and weaknesses,
from friendships to fights,
from childish to maturity.
how much i could speak in these photos.
things are so different now.
it's like a corridor without a sound,
like a cold wind this blows into this friendship.
how much i want to say to you,
i.miss.you.alot.
maybe sometimes,we are just used to neglecting each other,
we've forgotten about the feelings of others.
maybe it was all of us,
playing the least part of this friendship,
causing it to fall..

i feel awful.
mark an absence for my place.
goodnight.

get a life.

2009-05-07T20:50:00.005+08:00

Stand up,
Speak out.
STOP assuming my friends.
STOP insulting my friends.
STOP bitching about us.
IF you guys have fucking time to bitch,
why not FUCKING use the time to study?
PEOPLE like You look down on NA.
i won't be surprise if you ever end up in my cohort.

Cause it'll be then,
WE'LL TURN FRONT AND LAUGH AT YOUR SHIT FACE. :)
i know we're hot topic.
and people of all over classes are talking about us. :)
people ranged from really COCKED eyes,to really FUCKED faces.
i really pity you guys.
go for plastic surgery. :)
trust me,you'll look better even if it was a failure surgery. :)
Sometimes,people who are more intellectual tends to be stupid before they grow old.
i'm serious.
we're NOT stupid.
we're just like you guys if you have realized.
if YOU GUYS think we're stupid,
it's really no different from you being stupid,
because,
you guys are just shooting back at yourselves :)
that's what you get for insulting us.
you guys ARE really stupid.
if you guys have the guts to blog about my friends,
why not tell us STRAIGHT in the face? [:
Because,if we can't hear it,
you're no different from talking to yourselves.
and you guys really looked stupid yesterday why you said "fuck ___"
hahah,i can't stand the face you guys had.
screwed up teeth and stuff?
please.
i'd love to stay and watch you guys fuck yourselves but i have something
more important to do.
Study,duhh.
so good luck to those fuck heads who totally screwed my best friends lifes.
your day will come when karma decides to.
:)
amen to that yeah?
oh and if YOU were ever to get your karma and eczema comes your way,
just like to let you know,
i'll be the one laughing at you standing on the podium. :)
don't you think you guys are being childish by writing "fuck you" on my friend's table?
go play in the playground if you are that childish.
i shall end my post here cause i am tired and sick.
i think it was because of YOUR face that did this to my health.
curse YOU to death.
byebye :)

ps,GET A LIFE and STOP SCREWING OTHERS. :)

Togetherness

2009-05-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

In a sea of people,

There was only you

Haha,alright
today was really nothing special [:
it's just,
fishes swim fast,through the slightest moments.
so try hard,
and you'll be able to catch it.
really,
i'll try my best to catch.
<3

WAKE UP LA.

2009-05-03T21:58:00.005+08:00

Ugly fuck,

another war,
another rivalry.
Yes i'm sorry but i'm here to BITCH about something.
as you all know,
i HATE to have to fight for shits.
and
YOU.
you think you're pretty?
I'M SORRY.
you're not.
wake up.wake the fuck up.one thing.
SHE'LL NOT FUCKING GONNA GET TOGETHER WITH YOU.:)
aww.
sorry,
but i didn't mean to discriminate you ,
BUT I JUST SO HAPPEN TO HATE YOUR FUGLY FACE.
hahaha,
LOOK AT YOUR HAIR.
fringe so long,
you think you so cool uh?
WAKE UP LA.
LOOK AT THE GOD DAMN WAY YOU FUCKING TIE YOUR HAIR.
cb,
I WANT TO LAUGH AT YOU LA.
PLEASE.
HAHAH!.
so gross.
act pretty,
stuck up to juniors.
PUHLLLLLLLEASSSSE WOR,
they don't even like you la.
oh you think you're damn pretty.
HAHA.
still can ____ HER HANDS AH.
wah.
i am to laugh la.
DESPO SHIT LA YOU.
one last insult,
GO FUCKING EAT SHIT. :)
haha,
i hate rivalry,
i hate you .:)
i hate you ugly bitch,
heard that?
I H.A.T.E YOU :)

you may have her now,
but PRINCESS,
hold on to your crown :)
i'm getting it soon honey,
soon . :)

bold wor.:}
good luck for your year in pl ugly fuck [:

Hello Beautiful

2009-05-03T17:34:00.003+08:00

Once in a life time,

Hello Beautiful
Hows it going
I hear its wonderful
In California
I've been missin' you
Its true

But tonight, I'm gonna fly
But tonight, Im gonna FLY!
Cause I go across the world
And see everything, and never be satisfied
If I couldnt see those eyes

Hello Beautiful
Its been a long time
Since my phone rung
And you've been on that line
And I've been missing you
Its true

But tonight, I'm gonna fly
But tonight, Im gonna FLY! Oh Yeah!
Cause I go across the world
And see everything, and never be satisfied
If I couldnt see those eyes

Mildred wor. ]:

Crazy

2009-05-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

vous étes la raison pour laquelle je respire,
vous étes la raison que je crois toujours,
vous étes mon destin.
haha =D
yes i typed that for mildred
and it's for her to figure it out :D
actually,
it's a song .
it's jai ho by pussycat dolls.
i think it's hortttness wor.
HAHA
anyways,
today spent the wole day studying in kovan macs.
because eyecandy was in white t.
and she insisted that mac's not a conducive place to study.
oh well,
i'm proving her wrong because i manage to finish one chapter on geography.
HAHAH,
OWN YOU:P
she promised a zoo trip with me after her exams hoo!:D
i'm EGGXCITED worxx

and i'm damn addicted to the song jai ho though it sounds like some bangalar song.
IT'S SO FREAKING NICE.
I (L) JAI HO.
<3
and i love tisha,wen xuan and amirah anddddd SARMMMANTHAXXIE A.HOLE
for accompanying me today :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

and this lower part is for my eyecandy(you'd better know who you are) ;
how was tuition?:D
was it fun? hmmmm,i'm chilled about just now..
still worried for them though.
&&&&&&&&,
MAC'S A CONDUCIVE PLACE TO STUDY WOR =D
when you see all my msges,
do take note,
it's probably 12 +
haha because you were sleeping on my comfortable and beautiful bedz.
and when you see this small part isolated for you alone,
PLEASE,
STUDY HARD AND GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS OKAY?=D
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove,
macs wor.

2009-05-01T10:49:00.003+08:00

when fate decides to follow our way
HOHOHO.
yesterday's the BEST day of my life.
:D
1) went to school.
2) went home to bathe.
3) head back to school
4) went to macs for dinner
5) left macs and saw mildred at the bust stop ( xD !!!)
6) went to vivo.
7) went to marina square
8) went back to macs
9) saw mildred and screamed
10) talked to adora tisha and some guy
11) saw mildred going home
12) hurry sms her to come back to macs
13) she came back and i went bongs
14) talked talked talked with adora,
15) mildred finally left for home at 11.+
16) amirah & joyce and the rest came
17) slacked till 12am
18) walked a little with amirah
19) flagged cab
20) reached home at 1 am.
21) bathe
22) text mildred (and she was still awake)
23) SLEPT.
WOOHOOO.
the last person i saw was ______________________
and i'm pretty satisfied with it.
she made my high at night,
and omg,
i can't believe i actually saw her the whole day.
as in,
LITERALLY THE WHOLE DAMN DAY.
omg.
i felt peaceful when i slept this morning.
[:
lovelovelove,
thanks for the stay.

2009-04-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

Without you,i'm living up a little more everyday.
okay,
LIFE SUCKS.
but it's still time to give thanks.
amen.

i miss you like fuck.
won't you give a little damn about me?

2009-04-15T20:41:00.002+08:00

The angels,
they're burning inside for us.

Okay i'm bored.
and i love ballet.
ballet rocks.

ps,we've stop talking if you've realized.

I'll pull you back

2009-04-13T20:26:00.003+08:00

I wish i was looking into your eyes.
Sometimes,
it dawns on me if i am okay.
okay i seriously, have nothing to blog about.
moodless.
]:

ps,Sueann love,cheer up okay? [:
i'll be here if you need some laughter [:
lovelovelove you thousands. (:

It's Mclaren Mercedes baby.

2009-04-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

You're all i ever wanted baby.
Oh my holy.
do you know i use to dream of buying a mclaren mercedes,
wait actually,
it was last year.
and yeah,i'm still quiet determine to get it.
i've alread checked the price of this baby,
and it's SGD760,000.
quite affordable if i save money now:D
okay i'm really determined to buy this babe down.
i'll drive my friends in it:D
and my husband will drive a huge car too:D
okay yep,
i shall start saving today:D
not forgetting,
all the repiaring and stuff,
i'll probably start saving for a million dollar now.
cause i know if i suffer now(by not being tempted to eat expensive food),
I'LL SUCCEED IN SAVING THIS BUNCH OF MONEY.
yeah,
come on Mclaren Mercedes,
come to mama.:)
okay my friday was spent smsing sueann:D
today was spent smsing thomas and sueann:D
okay,tmr i'm not sure
but i'm pretty happy that i've got my "Mclaren Mercedes" mood again [:
this time,
with a DETERMINED heart :D
love love my mclaren mercedes.:D
nights peeps. :)

Halo.

2009-04-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

you know,you're my saving grace.

Okay for my previous post,

i'd just like to tell you guys,

Mildred Chow DID NOT Bully Me

and i made her send me a photo of herself

and threatened to grab from her facebook.

WOW.

thanks uh mildred,what a great senior.

i think i'm the one bullying her.

i actually threatened her just to get a picture.

okay i'm being so mean to her.

but nevertheless,

I LOVE HER AS A FRIEND

and __________________________ (for you guys to figureee)

ps,don't try to figure if you don't know anything.

ppss,don't even figure.

Okay school was great,

secp,tmr.

2.4 run and i have my thing today.

it's really ~!@#$%^

Basically,

2009-04-07T18:10:00.003+08:00

I'm just a loser,
That's getting in your way.

Okay,today's been a blast.
boring i guess.
changed our sitting arrangements
but most unfortunately,
i got to my seat at the front role,
once again.
i am pissed at myself.
i mean,hey,that's something i have never said,
to myself.
i hate how i could just trust my friends,
and ended up getting stab in the back.
(i'm not talking about you guys,wx,amirah,and whoever)
i hate how i'm naive to what others say to me.
i hate how i can just lose my temper and starts throwing tantrums at mildred,
i hate how i can't talk to her.
i hate...
URGH WHATEVER.
i just need anger management alright?
i want to dance this hatred off.
i want everything to be perfect.
i know there's nothing that can be described as perfect.
i mean,
do you call trees perfect when they shed leaves through every seasons?
do you call grass perfect when they wit and die after some time?
do you call the sky is perfect when it rains?
thus,this is what i mean.
i'm not perfect.
i'm really sorry if i've irritated you off with my awesomely awful attitude mildred.
i'm really sorry.
it's just i feel,
we're so damn apart.
i hate to lose you as a friend.

Joke of the week.

2009-04-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

a life time of love.

Okay,today's weird,
literally, weirddddddd.
Firstly,let's not talk about mildred.
cause HAHAHAHAH,we're weird.
Secondly ,i found out something that i think it wasn't meant for me to know.
okay,that was the highlight of today.
Okay,seriously,
i'm sooooo damn scared.but i shan't show it cause it'll not bother me.
(omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg)
okay,
i missed gym today cause ,
MY DAD WENT HOME WITHOUT ME.
now i'm stuck in one more day with my grandparent's place.
-.-
gah, it's a killer .
Anyways,
i don't like lians.
i mean no offence.
&TISHA,
how's timmy?:D
he's still blind right.
HAHAHA damn that loser terrapin. :D

Run,don't walk.

2009-03-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

Looks like a solo tonight,
and i guess i'll be alright.
it's been days since i last blogged.
okay,so simple,
nothing's going on.
Thursday,2.4km run,which sucked.
Friday,Sports day:D (FUN FUN FUN)
Saturday,Dad's wedding.
Sunday,Churched!:D
okay,
seriously, cluedo is super fun.
i've miss you so much boy.
won't you talk to me?

Forgive just to forget?

2009-03-26T16:56:00.003+08:00

When it was the best day of my life.
Alright,tonight's rehearsal for saturday.
tomorrow's sports day at serangoon stadium,
saturday's my father's wedding.
i'm packed.
i'm so damn super freaked.
guess what?
and that betrayer was one of my close friend.
i'm so damn pissed.
damndamndamndamn.
how could i have trusted him/her?
is it so hard to forgive?
DUH IT'S HARD.
that person had never thought what would become of me and him once he finds out.
and yeah,
thanks for sabotaging my friendship.

no more mistakes,
cause in your eyes,
i'd like to stay.

trustworthy.

2009-03-25T22:36:00.004+08:00

3 damn days.

Okay school was pretty boring today.
4 BLOODY PERIODS WITH THE TEACHER I DON'T REALLY LIKE.
wow.
2 Chemistry,
2 Biology.
(Y)
Oh well,shan't talk about school too much either.
okay,seriously,
i hate that god damn person who betrayed me.
what fuck.
i also never do anything to that person.
seriously,
whoever you are,
what on earth did i do wrong to you?
have you thought of the FUTURE consequence at that point?
uh huh.
so what if he asked you if it's true.
YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID NO.
okay whatever.
i'm not bothered.
i've learnt my lessons.
don't over trust you (C_____) friends.
cause you'll never know when they decides to stab you in the back.
say hello is miserable nights,
and the credits shall go to that airhead who stabbed MY back

on top of the world.

2009-03-24T15:54:00.002+08:00

Facade.
Sweeet.
joining dinner with emily tonight,
well actually,soon.:D
should i head down and get a few more pictures of the supreme court?
i'm rather cheered up
after quite a little zest in school.
music lessons are the best.
i love ms she(???)
anyway,
i'm feeling sick.
Dad's heading to ROM tomorrow with mum,
so i guess i'll have to come home myself ]:
thursday,wedding rehearsal.
friday,sports day.
saturday,dad's wedding.
thank God i still have much energy now.
oh well,
can't wait for saturday.
i think i'm sick,
ps,i love my clique.
and
YOU.
you think you're cool?
let me tell you something.
wenxuan saw you looking at her,
you should have lookedaway,
but no,
instead,
you ask some other fc☆khead
to look along with you.
i'm so pissed off.
i mean,
so what if i get back with friends who aren't
FAKE,
like you and lyh?
seriously,
get a life for those of you who hates my clique,
it's so lowlife to hate.
this goes to everyone else who hates me,
fork you. :)

Treat me right.

2009-03-22T22:15:00.003+08:00

And poof,
boy,you're gone.
okay,overall,my week SUCKED.
the internet's dying on me,
my money's been going down hill,
& most of all,
22nd of march.
My world came crashing down on me.
Everyone seems to be treating me,
different today.
i feel there was a gap between me and them..
it's like,
there's something that everyone's keeping me from.
i think you guys probably know what i mean..
overall,
just wish me the best.
studies can keep me distracted from these problems.
but i'll rejoice in the Lord.

Fuck stalkers.

2009-03-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

Just thinking about you got me twisting.

omg,I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE COME TO MY BLOG.
yeah,so what if i was the one who typed the url on my msn.
that doesn't allow you to just read right?
stop being an airhead.
the reason WHY i got a new blog
IS TO FUGGGY AVOID YOU.
omg just talking about you deteriorates my whole mind.
i shan't talk about you.
Anyways,
yay i got my DSLR A350K babeh:D
i'm so happy and excited.:D
i won't be joining you guys for bowling..
well,if you want me to,
i can :D
anyways,
i can't wait to get hold of it :D:D
Before i go,
i'll like to say,
i miss you alot alot alot alot (L)

That doesn't matter.

2009-03-19T14:33:00.003+08:00

Baby you are the weapon I choose
These wounds are self inflicted

I don't need lots of money,
i don't need lots of time,
i don't need lots of possessions,
i don't need anything that's worth a millions.
all i need is,
a good friendship
and a good relationship with god,
and definately,
a good fellowship with everyone.
i don't look at everyone by wealth,i don't look at you by wealth.
i .... you.

Cherishment.

2009-03-19T13:41:00.003+08:00

I'm probably really just a loser,
who's getting in your way

Sometimes,i wonder what life is really about..
sometimes,
i think life is just to study,
learn,
dress rehearsal for eternity.
sometimes,i really wonder how true love feels like.
of this day,
i know this 2 people,
who really love each other.
i really envious them,alot alot.
and i'm sure they've been through much more than what i've been through.
and that must have probably prove their maturity.
sometimes,Mr Unicorn really make me wonder,
what's love?
but i've given my promise and i will keep to it.
i promised to study harder than i am right now.
i promised to be more mature than i am now.
i promised to do bible study with more concentration than i am now.
i've given my promise,
and i'll keep it. :)
i believe when the time's right.
i'll commit everything to God.
Everything.
cause i believe when i do it,
i'll have what God has planned for me.
Amen to that yeah? :]

Much more,much more.

2009-03-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

Fling wide your heavenly gates

This birthday,not a special one,
but a priceless one.
i have so much to say,hopefully you guys would
have the patience. :)
Firstly,i'd love to thank those who texted me,thanks for staying up late,
and most of all,
i thank God for such wonderful friends who remembers this day.
Secondly,i'd like to thank my friends,
though celebrating my birthday the 3rd time since monday,
i rejoice because you rejoice for me. :)
Thirdly,i thank God for allowing me to know Him.grow in Him,
deeper each day.
i've started reflecting on how i've neglected Him so much.
drifted apart,falling short to the temptations of this evil world.
Friends (School)
i love you guys,
remembering my birthday. thanks,
and once again,
thanks.
as for you guys, the really special ones who taught me
how to cherish friendship,
i'd love to say sorry and thanks.
sorry for my simple betrayal,
sorry for my foolishness and pride,
sorry for my argumentative words,
but thank you once again,
teaching me to learn and appreciate what friendship really is.
(p.s,if you guys are reading this,i just love to say,
i miss you guys alot.)
Friends(Church)
Thank you guys so much,so much.
My spiritual growth,
maturity,
friendship.
thanks,and thanks,alot.
i've learnt many things through you guys,
it's really too long to be listed.
and thanks,for spending 3 consecutive days with me.
camwhoring in Supreme Court,
"He's just not that into you"
"Push".
thanks thanks.
&I'll not give up when situations get tough.
i'll overcome all things with God's help.
(i'll continue with another post)
Testimony
In life,thing's are hard to expect.
friendships is something i've learnt from my great friends.
after what happened,
you guys still chose to forgive.
i..i really don't know what to say,
but just a million thank yous and sorrys.
I've seen myself grow thoroughout the years.
but this year,
i'm rather surprise at myself.
But,i believe there's still much to learn compare to God's depth of
knowledge.
i know,sometimes,thing's doesn't work out the way you want them to be.
but i'll rejoice.
i'll stay rejoicing.
because when something happens,
i believe God has better plans for you.
i've been into situations like letting my closest friends go,
but i believe,
God make me strong enough to push away pride.
cause these are the friends He know that would go well along with me.
In school,
in church,
it's not only God that runs through my mind.
but it's you guys,
my friends and you.
self-control's something i'm learning.
self-control and maturity.
and i believe with God's dwelling,
i will accomplish them.
and i believe You'll help me Lord.
IJN,Amen.

Missy In Pinky

2009-03-16T08:46:00.005+08:00

You're just a mannequin,
i wish you could feel that my love is real.

hokay so i slept over at step mum's house .
pretty amazing .
but i just feel like i'm so far from you .
]:
and i'm serious .
she neglected me for her iPod classic .(thanks my love)
i'll be heading to lido in a few hours time but before that,
i shall continue praying that i-en will be able to make it .
and why the hell did i tell him i'll treat him to starbucks ?!
O:
ANYWAYS,
maturity's like a ladder.
with each step ,one will reach maturity .
and to admit ,
i'm not as mature as olivia and darren (I can't stand them!!!!)
anyways,
blog again,tonight?